this is the time . . .

i'm walking in shadows . .
i cannot see faces, they smile when i fall or flee . .
doors without windows all shuttered tight again . .
my heart, it is pounding, my ears they ring . .
i just might pass this way . . again . .
locked in a room . .
my blood is a flowing fast . .
i'm not getting satisfied until i've seen everything in this world . .
i wanna feel everyone's feeling . .
i wanna do every fool, crazy yet dumbest act/thing in my life just to know this life is meant for what it is supposed to be . .
i wanna fall in love n finish my whole life with whom loved me for who i am . .
n i get nothing to loose . .
by listen to my heart . .

Slow Down - Selena Gomez

 

yeah . . luv dis song . . party all night . . hahaha . . lolz . . ^_^

Teladan Gunting Rambut . .

tadi smbil tengok citer twilight breaking dawn part 2 . , saje la tgn ni dok pintal2 rmbut . . tiba2 terfikir nk gunting rambut plak . . aku pn ape lagi . . terus capai gunting . , potong rmbut kt dpn laptop trus . . hahahaha . . giler kan . . aku mmg cmtu . . smpai angin x btul terus buat giler . . hahaha . . x pikir ape pn . .

bila da siap gunting . . aku tengok cntek plak rambut aku . . hehehe . . perasan . . aku wat style short haircut with long side bangs . . tp yg xbez bila aku da cuci n keringkn rambut aku tu jd keriting plak . . hohoho . . aku lupe yg rmbut aku ni mmg natural keriting dari dlu lg . . hahaha . . mase ak bdak2 . , mak aku selalu ckp rmbut ak mcm mee maggie . . kenyal . .  >_<"

so . , bila korg nk gunting rmbut tu . . pkir la dlu condition rmbut korg tu mcm mne selepas gunting . . jgn jadi mcm aku . . mcm koboi . . terus wat decision . . hahahaha . . tp aku xnyesal pon . . sbab nmpk cute . . aceceh . . hehehe . . n korg jgn takut nk try style baru . . peduli org nk ckap ape . . this is us . . !!! hahaha . . yakin pada diri sndri . . tp klau mengarut sangat tu jgn la wat . . kesian plak kt korg karang . . peace yaw . . ^_^

True Love - Pink

Sometimes I hate every single stupid word you say,
Sometimes I wanna slap you in your whole face.
There's no one quite like you, you push all my buttons down,
I know life would suck without you.

At the same time I wanna hug you,
I wanna wrap my hands around your neck.
You're an ******* but I love you, and you make me so mad I ask myself
Why I'm still here, or where could I go?
You're the only love I've ever known, but I hate you, I really hate you, so much I think it must be...

True love
It must be true love
Nothing else can break my heart like true love
True love, it must be true love
No one else can break my heart like you

Just once try to wrap your little brain around my feelings
Just once please try no to be so mean
Repeat after me now R-O-M-A-N-C-E
Come on I'll say it slowly (Romance)
You can do it babe

Why do you rub me up the wrong way
Why do you say the things that you say
Sometimes I wonder how we ever came to be
But without you I'm incomplete

I think it must true love true love
It must be true love
Nothing else can break my heart like true love
True love, it must be true love
No one else can break my heart like you, like you

Everything Has Changed - Taylor Swift

All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before.
And all I've seen since eighteen hours ago
Is green eyes and freckles in your smile
In the back of my mind making me feel right

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

And all my walls stood tall painted blue
And I'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you

And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies
The beautiful kind, making up for lost time,
Taking flight, making me feel right

Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind

just nothing . . .

setiap titisan air mata yang jatuh melambangkan kerinduan yang amat sangat . . .

My Mom's Asam Pedas Ikan Pari . .

Assalamualaikum n greeting y'all . .

mmmm . . my mom's asam pedas ikn pari . . hmm . . yummy . . !! teringin gler nk mkn skang ni . . mse blik kg aritu xsmpat nk mnta ibu msakkn . . bz brhari raya . . kehkeh . .

haa . . ni nk cter ckit psal my mom pnye asam pedas . . dye pnye kuah awesome gua ckp lu . . i like the spiciness very much . . then my mom would use the freshness fish she can get at the market . . ni la tip nk msak sdap. . kna gna bhan fresh . .once tu . . my mom used ikn smbilang yg da lame . . kira x fresh la . . sbab tu je ikn smbilang yg bole mom jmpe kt psar . . then bla da siap msak . . rse ikn tu yg pling xbole bla . . xsdap btul . . tp i mkn je . . mkn dgn a lot of kuah . . hehehe . . xbole nk resist asam pedas tu . . lg pn ni asam pedas yg len dr yg lain sbab ni resepi campuran johor n jawa . . yup . . i'am jawarian . . hikhik . .

ok la . . nk share resepi asam pedas my mom . . tp i xde gmbar asam pedas tu . . sbab i still tnggal kt hostel mse i update post ni . . hmmm . . xpela . . share gmbar yg nmpk same ngn asam pedas my mom jela . . hikhik . . ibu . . akak post resepi ibu ea . . winkwink . .   (>_^)

Asam Pedas Ikan Pari Ibu (Johor + Jawa)

• 3 or 4 biji bawang kecil*
• 2 ulas bawang putih*
• 1 inci halia*
• 1 inci kunyit hidup (xmain la serbuk kunyit . . hehehe . . )*
• 1 sk lada hitam*
• 1 sk garam*
• 3 senduk cili giling / cili boh
• 1/4 cwn air asam jawa
• daun kesum 1 tangkai
• 1 biji tomato (dipotong 2)
• bendi ( additional n boleh guna terung . . yup . . terung . . ^_^  )
• 1kg ikan pari ( boleh guna mcm2 jenis ikan yg korg suke . . etc ; ikn smbilang , ikn duri , ikn kembung . . . . . . .  )

 *tumbuk bahan mnggunakan lesung batu . . klau mlas gunalah blender . . tp lg ori klau ditumbuk . . :)

1. Basuh ikan pari sebersih-bersihnya . . pastu rendam dalam air garam n asam jawa . . ni utk xmau ad bau hanyir t bila da siap msak . . Rendam dlm 5 mnit . . jgn lama sngat . .t rse mnis ikan xde . . pastu toskan . .
2. Tumis bahan yang ditumbuk dlm mnyak pnas shingga wangi or garing . . msukkn 3 senduk cili giling . . tumis hingga betul2 garing n kering . . tmbah mnyak klau kurang . . 
3. Msukkan ikan pari . . kacau rata . . pastu msukkn air secukupnya sehingga ikan tu tenggelam . . jgn byk sngat . . nnti cair plak asam pedas kita tu . . hikhik . .
4. Kecikkan api . . kacau perlahan2 . . kita xmau ikan tu hancur plak . .
5. Tnggu sehingga mendidih . . baru msukkan air asam jawa . . kacau rata n  msukkan tomato . , bendi or terung . , n daun kesum . . rse msam n msin . . klau kurg boleh tmbah ap yg ptut . . n boleh jgak klau nk tmbah gula n wak aji sedikit . . :)
6. Tnggu sehingga bendi or terung msak . , bru ttup api . . tdung periuk jgn ttup rapat k . . :)

Haaa . . kepekatan asam pedas ni sbnanye depend pd amount asam jawa , cili boh , air n cara renehan . . klau ikutkn byk org msak asam pedas cair mybe dsebabkan faktor2 ni kot . . hikhik . . my mom ckap la . . i follow je . .

Mkn pnas2 dgn nasi pnas . . sure berlinang air mata n air peluh . . kehkeh . .selamat mencuba . . (^_<)