Mr. Tupai Mucuxs

this story is almost 3 years happened since the day i first met him . . (da mcm how i met ur mother plak, LOL) . . i met him at MIMET where i continued my study in Diploma . . that time . , i already have a bf . . never though i would left him for another guy . . . but i not regretting this because he is now the most person i love in this world  . .

he is from Sik, Kedah . . first born child from 3 siblings of loving family . . and easy going person . . always make my day happy . . a 'mamat motor' as he love motorcycle a lot . . (sometime i feel jealous to his bike , hehehe . . ) n the reason i met him is also because of motorcycle . . at my many first day at MIMET . . i really need a transport to bought food n also to release boredom with my roomate, Miza . . she is the one who borrowed motorcycle from Mr. Tupai . . n i would became her driver . . since that day . . i'm friend with him . .

i can described him as a thin man and appropriate height with a calm face . . whereas i am a chubby girl and shorter than him . . he is the quite person while i am talker person . . we r a couple with difference physical but still completed each other . . he always protects me and would not let me get in troubles . . he always guide the right thing for me and help me accomplished task . . he would not take any advantages from me but he would offer me different approaches . .

recently . . , after my industrial training . . i've been offered a job from a shipping company . . it was him that recommend me to his bosses . . and i now i in the same department and in the same office with him . . no more long distance relationship and i hope we could be together forever till Jannah . . amin . .


to my Mr. Tupai Mucuxs . . i luv u every single day and nothing would take my love from u . .  :)

My 1st day for everything

Hari ni 1st day aku bngun awal after 1 month bngun lmbat . . . hahaha . . sbabnye aku da dpat keje at @#$%, KL . . arini 1st day aku bekerja . . huaa . . !! sngat neves . . xtau perception dorg kat aku . . argh..! xkesah la . . yg pnting aku keje . . since da dpat keje ni . . kne la stay at my aunt's house kt BTHO . . hehehe . . guess what . . very close to Mr. Tupai's house . . in fact . , same office with him . . hehehe . . sngat awkward nk pnggil Mr. Tupai dgn nma . . takut terpnggil abg plak . . hohoho . . officemate dont need to know i couple ngn dye . . this is private . . btw . . tech supp pn da warning aku jgn bercinta dgn bdak office mse time interview aritu . . hahaha . . bole wat drama baru ni . . "Sebenarnya Saya Awek Dia" . . xkesah la ape pon . . jnji work n relationship xboleh mix up together . .

memandangkan aku newbie lg at area KL ni . . aku takut nk bwak transport sndri . . lagi pn aku ade lesen moto je . . kt KL ni lju dorg bwak . . takut nyah . . hahaha . . da la aku tatau jln . . bole sesat smpi thun dpn ni . . hahaha . .  so kne la naik LRT . . xmo la nyusahkan my aunt . . dia pn nk g keje jgak . . so i ask she to drop me at LRT centre je . . she said "pndai ke ko nk naik LRT . . ??" . . hahaha . . aku ngaku mmg aku xpenah naik natang tu . . tp aku kna berdikari . . hahaha . . jakun giler naik natang ni . . da la laju n tnggi . . aku rse cm nk nangis je mse naik LRT . . sbab aku gayat . . hahaha . . aku pegang kuat holder besi tu . . mcm nk tercabut da . .

1st day keje kna ujan . . sejuk wey . . aku xde payung . . so aku tumpang lalu bwah celah2 payung org . . hahaha . . then kna tnggu Mr. Tupai plak . . cian dia kna ujan . . terharu aku tngok dia . . klau bole aku xmo dia susa2 g keje . . aku nk dia dok uma je . . hahaha . . amboi . . mcm kaya je aku . .

dlm ofis ni sume wat keje sndri . . aku je yg xde keje . . dduk on9 je . . tu yg bole tulis blog ni . . hahahaha . . aku dduk senyap je . . ckap pn skit2 je . . takut la . . hurmmm . . t klau aku da biasa aku brckp la ngn dorg . . lunch pn aku xkua . . xde selera la . . pagi td mse mndi aku da muntah2 . . haha . . morning sickness . . neves sngt la tu . . blik keje bru la rsa lpar gile . . da la ujan . . nk mkn kt uma mmg xde pape la . . xkn nk minum je . . hurmm . . merayap la g mcd . . nsib baik dkat je ngn uma . . xyah pkai helmet n bole . . lpas mkn seketul spicy fried chcken . . aku g mnd . . hahaha . .1st time jgak mkn mcd x abis . . sbb da ngntuk sngt . . Mr. Tupai pn aku xmsej . . sbab da trtdo . . hehehe . .

so the moral of this day is everything has first time n there is first time for everything . . dont be afraid klau ad challenges . . face it with smart style . . hahaha . . ape aku merepek entah . .

Luahan Sedih Kekasih

janganlah sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal . . ,
jika masih juga mencuba untuk mengatakan . . ,
jangan sesekali menyerah . . .

jika merasa sanggup . . ,
jangan sesekali mengatakan . . ,
kamu tidak mencintai lagi . . .

jika masih tidak dapat melupakan . . ,
apa yang harus ku lakukan . . ,
jika sekarang aku dalam kegelapan . . .


this meant . . when u love somebody very much . . it is not easy to let dat person go . . although u say gud bye to him/her . . apart of u still crushing inside to never let dat person go even thought dat person hurting u very much . . u will still remembering the bittersweet moment with dat person . . dream of her/him . . seeing her/him smiling all around u . . the places u ever been with him/her . . i guess the first time from the time of u breaking up with someone is the most hurting time . . it may take long time to recover . . but how long . . ? dat i don't know . .

Fear No More

Fear no more the heat or the sun . . 
Nor the furious winter's rages . . 
Though this worldly task has done . . 

Fear no more the frown of the great . .
Though art past the tyrant's stroke . .
Care no more to clothe and eat . .
To thee the reed is as the oak . .

Fear no more the lightning-flash . .
Nor the all-dread thunder-stone . .
Fear not slander . , censure rash . .
Though has finished joy and moan . .
All lovers young . , all lovers must . .
Consign to thee . , and come to dust . .
 
And . , therefore . , take the present time
With a hey . , and a ho . , and a hey meow . ,
For love is crown`d with the prime . .
In the spring time, the only pretty ring time . ,
When birds do sing . , hey ding a ding . , ding . .
Sweet lovers love the spring . .

this is the time . . .

i'm walking in shadows . .
i cannot see faces, they smile when i fall or flee . .
doors without windows all shuttered tight again . .
my heart, it is pounding, my ears they ring . .
i just might pass this way . . again . .
locked in a room . .
my blood is a flowing fast . .
i'm not getting satisfied until i've seen everything in this world . .
i wanna feel everyone's feeling . .
i wanna do every fool, crazy yet dumbest act/thing in my life just to know this life is meant for what it is supposed to be . .
i wanna fall in love n finish my whole life with whom loved me for who i am . .
n i get nothing to loose . .
by listen to my heart . .

Slow Down - Selena Gomez

 

yeah . . luv dis song . . party all night . . hahaha . . lolz . . ^_^

Teladan Gunting Rambut . .

tadi smbil tengok citer twilight breaking dawn part 2 . , saje la tgn ni dok pintal2 rmbut . . tiba2 terfikir nk gunting rambut plak . . aku pn ape lagi . . terus capai gunting . , potong rmbut kt dpn laptop trus . . hahahaha . . giler kan . . aku mmg cmtu . . smpai angin x btul terus buat giler . . hahaha . . x pikir ape pn . .

bila da siap gunting . . aku tengok cntek plak rambut aku . . hehehe . . perasan . . aku wat style short haircut with long side bangs . . tp yg xbez bila aku da cuci n keringkn rambut aku tu jd keriting plak . . hohoho . . aku lupe yg rmbut aku ni mmg natural keriting dari dlu lg . . hahaha . . mase ak bdak2 . , mak aku selalu ckp rmbut ak mcm mee maggie . . kenyal . .  >_<"

so . , bila korg nk gunting rmbut tu . . pkir la dlu condition rmbut korg tu mcm mne selepas gunting . . jgn jadi mcm aku . . mcm koboi . . terus wat decision . . hahahaha . . tp aku xnyesal pon . . sbab nmpk cute . . aceceh . . hehehe . . n korg jgn takut nk try style baru . . peduli org nk ckap ape . . this is us . . !!! hahaha . . yakin pada diri sndri . . tp klau mengarut sangat tu jgn la wat . . kesian plak kt korg karang . . peace yaw . . ^_^